The Sad Truth

Hey guys am Hafsae Soleiman and am currently in highschool and hope to be done with it next year if God wishes(In shaa Allah). I felt so lost in thought that wanted to write something down to share with you guys.

Ever since I was young I always watched lots of series mostly Korean dramas and always wished to become watever brave and strong character I always saw on in the series. I’ve always had good grades in class and just had one wish,to make my way into wealthy land and live like a princess. Buh as I grew up and advanced to upper levels of education, apparently in my country Uganda things jus get more tough and hard the higher you go. I took my time and sat down and thought of what I wanted to study for and what job I would want to wake up every morning and smile to do with joy in my heart and my heart and mind told me being a surgeon is the best for me. Am now opting for BCM/ICT (Biology,Chemistry and Mathematics). Am really happy doing this but I don’t know why I still feel alot of sadness on my heart to a point that I feel like I cannot go on anymore I want to stop. Stop doing what,I also don’t know about that just feel abit confused at the moment.

Am not sure what exactly to type but I know I love and enjoy doing this so much. I dream of having university outside in Canada in one of the best universities there are and whenever I think about this it really gives me hope to go on trying harder and harder. I’ve been having a problem recently of getting really,too lazy and this just drives me mad but at times I can’t even do anything about it. Ever been there and felt like there is a purpose out there that was just created for you and it’s just there waiting for you so you really want to go grab it buh then at a point you get discouraged like what if it’s already taken,what if and not doing my best to get it,there are alot of people way better than me who will simply grab it and deserve it more than I do. All these thoughts just keep on popping onto mind but can’t do a thing about anything. I always feel like time is not enough but then I want it to go on so fast so that I complete all this,buh again I think what if all this is for nothing and am just waiting time. So I have a question,Am I already failing or an still climbing up to where am supposed to find success?

“7 Escape” Releases Intense New Trailer

Here’s a new trailer for the upcoming Korean drama 7 Escape starring Hwang Jung Eum (To All the Guys Who Loved Me), Lee Joon (Bloody Heart), Uhm Ki Joon (Penthouse 3) and Lee Yoo Bi (Yumi’s Cells 2). The trailer is intense and dramatic as the characters try to survive in a world of chaos. […]

“7 Escape” Releases Intense New Trailer

Life

I really feel scared what is going to happen after here. Am I leading to the failing side or to the success I’ve always wanted and when I get what I’ve always wished for then what next,am I going to just wait for my death bed,am really scared. Am shading tears for absolutely no reason,is this how life is,is this what life really means? Should I just sit down and pray to Allah to give me the success I always wanted and do absolutely nothing? Am really trying but nothing is working out. When my closest tell me to keep on trying and hold in and some go you can’t do it,what is it for me now. Noone really gets what am trying to say can only speak to Allah and don’t even know what I have prepared for the hereafter. This is really scary. Ever wish I was not human but just a bird to fly and be free to wherever I wanted not worried about anything.

Student life blog

السلام أليكم ورحمة الله وبركاته،أنا حفصة سليمان حسن الطالبة الثانوية.

حفصة سليمان حسن

Hey everyone how was your day well if you are a student I obviously know what your answer is. Well life as a student in highschool is not actually the best life as I had expected. Always free,on top of everyone,just the highschool we all watch in movies,it’s not that. It’s all books stressing and everything I hated from the lower grades.

So we did a test and you know reading alot expecting something good from it but guess what,the moment results are out before I even get to see them the teacher comes to class and he’s like so and so am not happy with your performance and what,am one of the so’s. So I actually got marks 57% and I was this disappointed add on reading out names and going to pick my sheet and class making funny sounds I just wanted to die in class. And am literally like it’s okay Hafy all is going to be well am almost going home but really highschool is so disappointing. Good enough I have you guys to talk to about my stupid student life

That’s how it’s been so far even though I managed getting a 90% 8n one of my tests that’s an A but still it sucks alittle bit but Alhamdulillah I thank Allah for reaching here and so ready to fight this to the end Inshallah need your prayers guys thanks so much for being with me reading through all my nonsense upto here love you all alot . Asalam Alaiqum Warahmatullahi Wabarakatuh .

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SURVIVE(Escape the room)

“The person I love the most in this whole wide world(my mom) is in pain suffering with a deadly brain tumor,the only way is to send her out country to get a brain surgery to remove the tumor. But how can I even afford this as I have no outstanding job because am barely 18. If you were me what would you do at a time like this?” Kim gye hyeon writes on his blog page. On the other ends is Baek Hana writing down on her blog page;”After I lost my mom,I felt like the whole world had turned against me,and felt so lonely. At this time was my dad who gave me all the comfort I needed and I was able to move on because of him. He’s the most important person to me but I’ve spent two weeks without seeing him and don’t even know his where a bouts, he ran away cause of all the debts we had and the loan sharks who wouldn’t let us live in peace. If only I had enough money to pay off all our debts and bring my dad back home.”

At the same time are three other individuals also writing about there difficult situations; Song Mansoo whose mother is in the hospital for cancer so he decided to borrow some money from some people he had no idea about in order to help his mother,he was able to send his mom overseas for treatment but he remained in debt and has no idea of where to get the money from. As the people he got the money are human traffickers,and threaten to take his insides if he can’t pay their money back.” Han Mari,her dad works for one of her classmate’s family,and this led her to a lot of suffering than she could imagine. She gets bullied by almost all her classmates for being poor and not even a single teacher nor anybody in the school care about what happens to her because the rich are the only ones who can talk out loud and be heard in this society. Her only wish is to become rich and pay all these people for what they did to her. And Oh Doki whose whole family died due to mistreatment by the powerful,and he wishes to gain the power of the rich one day and seek revenge for what happened to his family (mom,dad and young sister). At the exact same time as all five write down about their sad lives,they receive messages to join “SURVIVE” to fulfill all their ambitions, and this is how the message goes; “Join SURVIVE,play and win 20billion dollars. If you would like to find out more press”OK” and you will receive further details. Thank you,from survive”. All five individuals first take a second to think thoroughly about it,maybe its scam,maybe these are bad people that shouldn’t get involved with,maybe its a setup,they all have different thoughts. But again what’s there to lose,there is no harm in giving it a try so all press the OK button at the same time ,and then receive messages of addresses, where exactly to go the following day in order to take participation in the game.

With everybody unable to sleep thinking,”what if it were all true,what am I going to do first if I really win 20billion dollars?”. Not long as the sun is already up and the four are on the journey to their destinations, Han Mari refuses to fall for this and she’s set off for school,but on the entrance,the five meanest girls at school who normally bully her are outside waiting for her. She then decides to change routes and head to the SURVIVE game destination. All five arrive in the same place but at different time, at Bong Tae paper company. On the entrance,the receptionist asks for an individual’s name,checks on the computer and hands you a card of the room number you are supposed to head to.

  • Kim Gye hyeon: 15th floor in room 203.
  • Baek Hana:15th floor,room 205
  • Song Mansoo:15th floor,room 207
  • Han Mari:15th floor,room 209
  • Oh Doki:15th floor,room 201

Song Mansoo is the first one to get his room card,he enters the elevator,to the 15th floor and finally to room 207. He holds the handle and opens the door; Song Mansoo:”Anyeong(hello)”. It seems there is no one inside the room,so he continues inside. After letting go of the door handle,the door slowly goes back and produces a cocky sound and when he tries opening the door,its locked from the outside. The room is actually an office room with a table,three seats and everything in an office only a bit disorganised. He sits down and waits,maybe the owner is coming to tell him about the game or the message he got. As he waits,Han Mari,Oh Doki and Kim gye hyeon have also reach their rooms. Han Mari is accidentally locked in a bed room and she wonders why a paper company would have a bed room in it as she waits for the so called boss of the game. Oh Doki enters his room and the its empty,white in colour with nothing absolutely nothing in it,as he wonders about the appearance of the room,he looks back at the door and there is no sign of a door there,its like he has been locked in a box with no way out. Kim Gye hyeon’s room is a garden room full of plants,and he’s locked inside after entering. Baek Hana is the last one to get her card,she enters the elevator,to the 15th floor it is,but when the elevator reaches the 15th floor,it stops but doesn’t open. She tries her level best to open it by pressing the buttons but it doesn’t open,so she gives it a rest to wait and leave it to work itself out. The four are locked in different rooms and the fifth one in an elevator,they all wait and check around but there’s nothing of much importance in the rooms.

Its been 2 hours and there is nobody coming,they try opening and looking for the door but not successful and this is when they all realise that they are already in the “SURVIVE” game. With no rules given,no orders,no advice but as the name goes survive,the only thing that matters is to survive the room.

Death Wish

Dear diary,it’s been 2 weeks ever seen Jason had that offal hit and run accident,he’s been in a coma since then and I can’t think straight right now. Just in worry of whether he’s going to make it out of the coma or take the other turn. I believe I wouldn’t be in all this tragedy if it wasn’t for that rake less driver who more so ran away and is probably living the best state of life without being punished for what he or she did. If only God could help me show him to me,I would kill him with my own two hands for ruining my life.

As Hana Grace writes to her diary,she receives a notification on her phone that states,”Do you want to make a death wish?”. She replies yes,then she’s asked to make her death wish. She replies,the driver who hit my husband and made a run for it,then she presses the OK button. A notification again states,”If you press confirm we will continue with your wish but you will have give something in return which you will know later on”. She then inhales hard enough then exhales and finally clicks the confirm button. She waits for the next reply but nothing and she assumes this was just a prank somebody played on her. Not long from there when she turns on the news to watch, a 36 year old man is announced to have died in a traffic accident and lost both his legs. This man also had a letter in his car where he had confessed that he had almost killed someone in a hit and run accident two weeks back and sincerely apologised to his family and that he was heading to the police station to hand himself in. This is the culprit Hana made her death wish on and he is dead so Hana is so shocked and can’t possibly believe this. She then receives a message that her wish has been fulfilled and now it was her time to die too,the room is that “MAKE A DEATH WISH AND LOSE YOUR LIFE”. 💀

Am proud of me and that’s enough

Here am talking about different aspects including social media,daily normal life and the world

I was just thinking of what to write about today and this suddenly popped on my mind and I was like okay let me have a word from this side. And in this blog,I want to talk about self belief,self love,self confidence and all in all its just be proud and contented of who and what you are.

On medias like Instagram,twitter,tiktok,Facebook and others are actually places where one could develop self love, fame and all great things all of us dream of. But at the same time,these can also be places where one starts hating oneself,develop from their own nature to someone they can’t even describe. Yes its so possible you and I might be lucky this has not yet happened to us but there is someone there who’s actually getting and negatively affected by this tragedy. So when you post a picture,video or anything and people negatively respond to,or you actually don’t normally get any response from your daily posts and your like”I have to do what this big celebrity,or your friend who’s social media famous or this someone else is doing” and you won’t even recognise that you are changing you,and this is a really bad thing cause you are the number one fan of you,even though nobody likes or comments on your stuff who cares you are happy and you posted that when you know yes its good enough. So don’t take the bad comment one posts on you, this person in one way is actually jealous of you so if he or she comments ill then be happy and yes they have the time to check out what you post and comment?, that just proves it right.

In our daily life,we tend to have some little competition with friends and those that you might take as enemies and guess what one actually starts disguising oneself so as to look so great and be the best to the competitors but no,your really being a little bit stupid. Its always one life and if you spoil it,it will take you a good period of time to fix this. So be free,proud of yourself and don’t take silly competitions cause really speaking these are so stressing and leave you sleepless so its better you avoid them and do whatever makes you happy.

At a time you might find the world being really cruel to you if I may say,but you just have to slide over it,I know its not as easy as said but trying and believing in yourself is one way of defeating the world. Struggle as hard as you can to satisfy yourself not anyone self,not your mom,not your dad,not the relatives nor friends but you yourself. And you will actually be very surprised when everybody is talking about you,looking at you,hoping from you and most of all proud of you without you even saying it and I promise this is really the best point you could get to.

And am hafsae soleiman for more mail me at hafysolea@gmail.com or check out my instagram @Hafsae Soleiman Xassan and Facebook same name